Monday, December 17, 2007

I have nothing to give right now

I terminated things with Deb. The few dinners and movies were a nice distraction but I am not willing, capable, or have the energy for her expectations. I certainly don't want to hurt her but she wants or needs more than I am willing or able to give her.

I have nothing to offer right now. 2007 has been a trying year for me. I have wounds to lick, emotional scars that need healing. I will seek out support where I cannot seem to help myself and hope 2008 is a year of healing and facing my grief.

I just have nothing to give right now.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

I wish I was there to comfort you...it breaks my heart to see you hurting.

Barb