Up early

I woke up early and began working on the "homework" my new therapist gave me. I totally lost it half way through. In all my years dealing with "shrinks", I got 15 minutes and a prescription, THAT'S IT!!!!!

I have not cried so much over anything, other than losing Carol. This woman wants inside my head and for a man that is hard to fathom. I was raised to be strong, show no fear. Well, guess what, I am scared of things, I have just refused to "go there". I must let her in, I have no choice.

I wish I could see her today, tomorrow, TODAY, but the holidays get in the way. I will see her the week after Christmas. I suppose that will not be all bad, time to reflect. See what else "boils to the surface".